It's been some time since break fast. We've organised the cabin while Jenna and Shannon were away. I did more than half of the work... Ach, these girls are pigs! You call that neat? I would probably faint upon entering any one's room! Excluding Danielle. Ach! Ach ach ach!
Last night I fell a sleep be fore attending devotions [night time cabin group talk]. According to a certain anecdote, the whole cabin was a frenzy searching for me. And finally, some one shone the flash light on my head. My lack of a pillow, is with out a doubt, partially to blame for the panic.
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I want to forget—forget every thing! But I can't. All would've been for naught. I don't want Kia to have died in vain. But I want to forget...
He's not here any more! He will never come back. Should I ever be cursed to wander for eternity...
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It's.. 14:05? I've calmed down and quelled all suspicions with my voice and solemn nonchalance. I won't forget, nor do I desire to. But at this rate, I'll break done with in a matter of minutes...
I can't feel it now, but I've shattered so much. I suppose what I have is a cancer of sorts.
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On the beach; mandatory. And again Justin, an older boy with dirty blonde hair, is speedo kid. He really can cheer any one up. But where is he now? Less than a minute a go he was by my side. Wash room?
We finished dinner. And coming soon is the prom; I'm not going with any one. What would happen if some one asked me to dance with them? Well, we'll just have to see. Still yet I am not the optimist.
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Aaach! She sprayed me with perfume! And it smells bad... Too strong... Very noxious! Luckily I yelled and dove for my sleeping bag. Other wise I would have vomited.
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The dance was terrific! I had fun the entire time. Initially, I thought, "It's fun but I would enjoy my self more reading." How wrong I was!
Nearing the end of the dance a young French boy caught my eye. Or, at least, all the girls surrounding him. Very youth full, and of course, still taller than me. Oh, the younger girls round him were treating him like a child! Wait, no, like a puppy. They made him do the most absurd things for their entertainment! I tried to help teach him how to dance, very fun. His name is "Quencin."
My legs are sore. Next morning I'll find rubber in my sleeping bag, I'm sure of it...
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